Professional Geek By Day, Mom At Night

Im sick and tired of facebook and myspace. Im sick and tired of putting on a happy face and just smiling and nodding my head… I dont have to worry here very much… no one really cares about my website or spying on it… at least i dont think so. 1. im pissed at my man.. he is supposed to be there for me… he hasnt been lately and i have noticed him flirting with someone else and is like what ever liz fuck 12 years and fuck 4 kids etc.. what ever… im also pissed at another friend because they ditched our friendship over a piece of ugly fat ass… who mopes around all day woah is me… fuck you.. and also on my other friend who ditched me for a piece of ass.. fuck you and i am glad you and her got beat up.. she deserved it.. i dont feel sorry one bit..

My co worker Patti often says this.. She is very right and sometimes it becomes to literal as well.

So my story begins the other day. This lady brings in her computer, her vonage, and her cable modem. Well we cant test her modem / vonage here. But we offer to test her computer and if her computer was fine come to her house and test the rest of her setup. Well her computer was fine so I went to her house. She had labeled her modem as a monitor for one. I determined it was her cable modem and advised her to go to cox communications to get a new one.

Well, the next day she calls up and says her keyboard is not working. It is wireless. I tried to explain to her how to connect the keyboard to the wireless adapter via pushing the connect buttons. So it took her about 5 mins to find the connect button on the bottom of the keyboard… she pressed the buttons and it did not work so.. i then told her to replace her batteries. She actually asked me if a AA battery was smaller than a AAA battery.. LOL ok well she got them replaced and still not get her keyboard to connect.

The next day I come to her house to hook up her new modem and connect her keyboard. After a few attempts at the connect button with failure, I decided to check the batteries. She had them in backwards. So I switched them around to how it should be and wahlah it worked… ??

serious short between keyboard and seat…

May is not my month. I was trying to purchase a house everything was going good up until the last minute. I could not get financed. Well I found another house and this guy helped me clear up my credit in order to purchase it. So if I didnt run out of time I could have purchased this house. Also this morning I woke up to find my car broke into. I have a clue on who it could be. Now I am scared because the cops are getting involved and if one of my two suspicions are wrong i dont want them to get mad at me but..

also these next few lines are personal but I do feel the need to write about it.

I *had* two close friends (one is a suspect in the above car break in). The suspect one is 25 and he has a 16 yr old girlfriend, that is way wrong and most of all illegal… he ditched our friendship for a 16 yr old piece of ass.. i feel so hurt by this.
2nd friend also ditched our friendship over a piece of ass. She is FAT and is a POSER. she thinks she is wiccan. umm? really do you even know what you are talking about? he really hurts the most. I once said that he reminded me of my ex.. i guess its true. was kinda hoping it wouldnt turn out this way.

I work in a male dominated field. What gets me is when someone calls asking for tech advice, they ask for one of the guys. And I explain to them that I AM A TECH or THE TECH. They get cocky with me. Also if I just so happen to be up at the front counter when someone walks in and they ask for one of the guys and I am like well you are looking at them.

I had one guy come in the other day. His screen enclosure on his laptop was broke. He explained he had the part and just wanted someone to install it for him. I told him it would be a minimum of and HR charge. He was like well it should only take 15 mins, and one of the techs should be able to do it that quickly. I said Im sorry sir but its going to be at least an hr charge. He treated me like I didnt know what i was doing / talking about. I explained to him I am the tech. He didnt want to believe me. I just nicely said, ok well i’ll put it on the shelf and have whom ever picks it up give you a call with a price quote. I had one of the “guys” call him and they told him the EXACT SAME THING I DID. Minimum of $65.

Just because Im very young, pretty, and FEMALE, doesnt mean im not smart.

Her friend who said he would return never did for a long time. So she still walks this road alone. Hoping to find some place or some one she can call her own. Then one day off in the distance she seen her old friend and her new. Walking with them were people she did not agree with. Both babies in her eye and in most. So you left me for this she thought how.. how could you. Was it she wasnt good enough or was she just too old or in her eyes was she not fat enough because she was skinnier then them.

She looked both girls up and down as they did the same to her.. Her heart broke even more.. She ran and ran and ran some more. With tears in her eyes and makeup running down her face, her hair all in shambles and her heart no longer filled with grace.

She was hurt in a more serious way…

The one who she thought showed her the way, said he would change and was sorry for his ways said he would find her again the next day. The next day came and passed.. He didnt show she thinks he is an ass.

Who know what this road will bring.. who knows what shall pass. as there still may be things hidden, Both hidden now and in her past.